I sit here most nights, watch my shows and type on my phone, you sleep, and man are you beautiful. I see you now and you’re the only thing left to give me hope. I need you around me, and while I definitely love you it scares the living shit out of me. You mean more to me than even myself. I have made some huge mistakes, I know, but we’ve made it through it all and I am so grateful. I love you babe and I can’t wait for you to wake up.